Wednesday, March 30, 2016
I tried - i did my best
got word this morning that the fellow i performed CPR on didn't make it. i take comfort i that i did my best, i did all that i could and that by doing so, it gave him a chance. i believe that due to my efforts they got him to the UM medical center. had i done nothing, he would have left with a sheet over him at work. like i said tough day - his name doesn't matter. i'm working through it but i know deep down that for whatever reason, i was supposed to be there that morning to help him. a lot of folks have told me I'm a hero for doing what i did, that they would have been scared to do what i did. i can only hope that if this was to happen to me, i would hope that if someone found me in that condition, they would not be scared and would do their best.